Today went in for a routine appointment today and ended up talking to the doctor about possibility that I am infertile. We discussed how long Paul and I had been trying to conceive and she immediately agreed that I should see a specialist and wrote down a number for the Kaiser infertility clinic. I went numb. On my way to the car I knew that if I didn't call immediately I wouldn't. So while standing in the stairwell in the parking garage I set up an appointment for us to go to an infertility class.