NOT pregnant. I went in for blood tests 2 days before Christmas and got a BFN. I cannot begin to explain the heartache that ensued. It felt as though I had gone into shock. I was so certain that the treatment was going to work this time. There was much sobbing and just letting DH hold me. This time hurt so much more than the others. I cannot explain why. On Christmas Eve I did everything possible to convince the Mr. that I should stay home instead of going to his folks for the festivities. I was very unsure that I could hold myself together for an evening.
I have a peace about going forward with treatment. I am ready to get back in there. We had to take a month off because of timing over the holidays. So now I wait out the next few weeks till I can begin my next round of treatment.
