March 15, 2009

Looking back...



Having just re-read all of the posts I wrote at the beginning of this blog I feel so naive. It has now been over 3 years of trying and we are not pregnant, not even close. I have thought about beginning this post so many different times but I just don't have the words to convey what is going on inside.

I feel like I am grieving an invisible loss. The options given to us are costly, my work only covers 50% and soon I will not even have that coverage. I cannot even explain how difficult it has been coping with the news that we may not be able to be the parents we have always wanted to be.

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